written about my best friend from when I was 2 till a year and a half ago. At that time, she got into drugs cutting and drinking, started hooking up with random guys, wouldn't return phone calls, swore more and more when I tried to talk to her, and tried denying all her problems.
Today as i was biking around i tried to get to her house. When i got there and rang the doorbell her little brother answered. They sent her to a boarding school. I guess that was the best thing for her.
I still miss her every day. For 11 years she was my best friend. When I lost my other best friend, she was the one who found him and had us meet up again. She was the one who I could always turn to, no matter the time of day, the problem- big or small, the place where either of us where, or who else we were with. We could ALWAYS turn to each other. Now she's gone. I tired to call her almost exactly a year ago and she swore at me for at least 20 min before hanging up. Since then she hasn't returned an e-mail, phone call, text, or any other type of message. I just want her to know i still care.